Training with S.W.A.T.

I was standing in a familiar classroom in my High School with 20 screaming students as I held a loaded gun. Outside the door was the Miami S.W.A.T. team and they were seconds away from bursting through the door to shoot me. I was one man with a 9mm and they were 12 highly trained specialists with fully automatics. This was not a dream, this was S.W.A.T. training and I have the scars to prove it.

The High School I went to in Sammamish, WA is the sister school of the infamous Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. I have actually been to the site of the devastating school massacre and for some reason the cursed day of April 20th has always seemed to run odd parallels with my life. When I visited the infamous school, I was with a police officer who was in charge of creating contingency plans in case a similar instance occurred in my hometown. Part of this involved running training with the Seattle Police Department, the King County S.W.A.T team and the Miami S.W.A.T team. Visiting the site I had seen on TV was both sobering and eery. Although much of the school had been reconstructed there was still a sense of sorrow there. It was much like visiting a cemetery.

Fast forward about two years. I received an invite to participate in S.W.A.T. training from the same police officer and immediately cleared my schedule. This was not something I could miss. The training scenario was that the security of my old high school had been compromised by a student holding other students hostage. The police had been called and the school and the surrounding area had been locked down. The goal of the day was to help the local law enforcement train to prevent the horrible happenings of Columbine from ever happening again. In all seriousness, it was a very worthwhile cause and I was honored to participate.

For the mock scenario, real guns were used with paint bullets. The scar on my left forearm wants me to note that these bullets were not just normal paintballs. They were copper with paint filling and hurt like nobody’s business. When anything flies at you at 320 m/s second, it hurts. I was wearing full body armor and I still remember the pain.

Throughout the day we ran through different scenarios around the campus. Each time the law enforcement teams would try different approaches. I was living every Halo players dream.

The climax of the operation happened late in the day. I was chosen as the participant to act as the shooter and we loaded into my old math classroom. I couldn’t help but see the odd humor in firing projectiles in the same room where I had learned how to measure the flight of projectiles.

Behind me was 20 screaming students. My gun was loaded and my heart was racing. I had my back to the door and cocked my gun. I was a ball of adrenaline and I could simultaneously hear the individual voices of everyone in the room while sensing the approaching danger of the heavily armed men outside. Evolution had done me well.

The door opened with a smack and I immediately unloaded my entire round in the direction of quickly approaching policeman. Immediately, the thin glass that was covering my face was filled with paint as I was hit over and over again in the face. Headshot!

Like dominoes, the next wave of bullets came toward my arms and hands. Uncontrollably, I dropped my gun and ceased being a threat. Before my weapon hit the ground, I was tackled and an army style boot was holding me down by the back of my neck. I was trembling from adrenaline and having the time of my life.

It is an odd human trait that we can stop living life and become content simply existing. The latter state is a salute to human resilience but an embarrassment to human potential. For me, happiness is tightly tied to learning. Sometimes this takes place with a textbook but more often than not my biggest learning experiences (and consequently happiest moments) come from pushing myself outside of my explored universe.

In this way, it takes facing uncomfortable situations like death to really live life to the fullest. Be it walking around Columbine High School and feeling the permanent impression a past event has left in the air or be it helping my local law enforcement prevent a similar situation from happening in the future, it is these moments that allow me to really enjoy the seemingly mundane.

Comfort is a slow poison. It is your responsibility to find your own personal antidote.

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  • Barb Dover

    Great visuals! You have experienced some amazing things in your short lifetime, with many more awesome adventures ahead!

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  • Awesome story. I held a gun for the first time last year in Vegas. My partner and I were celebrating my 40th birthday just before PubCon and we went to the Gun Store and shot a 9mm, automatic, semi-automatic, and rifle. It was one of the greatest experiences of my life. It completely changed my perception of guns and those that own them. I’ve even thought of joining the NRA since. My favorite was the 9mm. Loved It!

  • Great post!

  • Wow, you lead a really cool life. Thanks for sharing!

  • Phil

    I’d like to point out that the ‘odd human trait’ may be that we are so often *not* content with simply existing. A quick survey of the animal kingdom will present countless examples of creatures who do nothing but eat, sleep, procreate and rest. Most beings on this planet are content to survive, perhaps thrive, but certainly not seek thrill and potential danger for its own sake. Humans seem to be the exception.

    Just wanted to throw that out there in case anyone wanted to offer any perspective as to why our way is better :)

    • I guess the question really comes down to are other animals content or do they just lack the brain matter (neocortex) to be capable of the more complex idea of not being content.

      Sounds to me like a case of ‘ignorance is bliss’. Many of the smartest people I know are also some of the unhappiest.

      • Phil

        Very much agreed. Thanks for the perspective, very profound and thought-provoking

  • Steve Bocky

    Dude, that is a crazy story! I can’t believe how cool that must have been.

  • Will Stevens

    Dude, epicness!

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